kecewa..

what if..your friend..a bit close friend
turns out to be soo disgusting??

yahh..cukup tau aja
next time gue ga akan curhat hal yang sama ke dia
apalagi kalo pertama ngomongnya apa
ehh..prakteknya beda..
benci banget gue ma orang jenis bgini
sorry to say, i hate u today
hopefully, today stay today
tomorrow'll be better for both of us!

i hope u know who u are..

my own dreamland..

i wrote this a long time ago
i kept thinking whether i post it or not
finally, i decide to post
moreover, the story is about praying for a man to be better
i dedicate this to my friend: EDWIN NAPITUPULU
not because he's that special
but just because there're so many things in life u can do
than just playing around

the story begin..
memorizing bali means memorizing dolie, the brother of my friend's boyfriend's friend *bener ga tuh?? hehehehe..*
he live in bandung w/ all his brothers and sisters
he's a bataknese w/ a rastafara style
i admit that he's so my type, but he'll never be my boyfriend cause he already have a girlfriend whose college in jakarta
he never touch his girfriend cause he want to feel the "thing" at marriage night
but he have so many girls to play with, sadly..included me
i said included cause i'm no longer his buddy!
i luv myself and my bofriend so much and i dont want to make myself that cheap
*this is call menyesal belakangan!!*
i just pity him for being so fuckin asshole
i dont know when, but i really hope that day come..
the day when he realize that all the things he did, hurting me and all his victim girls
the day when he can stick only w/ 1 girl
the day when he treat love as 1 of the holliest and the most eminent thing in life
i write this not because i still have feeling for him, but just because i care about him
and i want him to be a normal guy that someday i comfort to hang with without being afraid something will come between us..like *** for instance!
anyway, i thank him for teaching me how to deal and face a jerk..
plus the tricks as a bonus

i'm gettin' older

minal aidin wal faidzin, maap lahir batin ya
mulai dari nol lagi
hihihi..gara2 si babi jadi seneng ngomong "mulai dari nol lagi"
like always my everyday routine in the office, checkin my friendster
*ga cuma cek fs doang kok, browsing2, trus ngeblog..loh?? kapan kerjanya ya??!*
dont ask if i have facebook, tagged, or whatever it is u name it
cause i think i want to focus hanya pada 1 account saja
besides its tiring having an account in facebook *kususnya*
we will have pets, dream bags, we can get money
ooohh my head spinning around..dizzy..dizzy..
i have job u know, busy one..
always hang out with 4 of my bosses
with 4 amazing type of person, dengan segala kebawelan mereka
well..well..what im talkin about..too much talk..ngelantur..so mee
ok back to the topic
when i was exploring my fs
im startin to added people from my boyfriend's friend
and there were like so many abg there
they're all about 19, 20..something
meanwhile i am 25 this year..im old already
stopp...i wanna go back to the day when the sun shine and the sky full of bright stars
huhuhuhu..jadi mo nikah..*lohh?!*
nyambung ga sih??
trus waktu liat foto2 mereka..beuhhh..model wanna be bangets deh para abg itu
no offense..cuma iri dengan kreatifitas kalian
dulu waktu abg aku cuma bisa fotobox trus ditempel2 di organizer

btw, tadi nyempet2in ke BRI arthaloka buat nyetor ke rekening embok
ternyata rekeningnya ga ol, jadinya kena biaya 12ribu
endonesa-ku kapankah dirimu berhenti membuat kesulitan2 ga penting??
dan tersadar bahwa kesadaran untuk maju akan membawa kita pada, tidak hanya kebanggaan di publik internasional, tapi juga *yang pasti nehh..* kemudahan bagi rakyat senusantara
ayo donk maju endonesa-ku

postingan gado-gado..ga jelas
yahhh..hasrat setelah lama ga nulis2 kali ya *ngelesss*

startin my fuckin study this week
pray for my survival facing all those damn assignments
*sambil nyuri2 waktu buat pacaran hehehehe*