my own dreamland..

i wrote this a long time ago
i kept thinking whether i post it or not
finally, i decide to post
moreover, the story is about praying for a man to be better
i dedicate this to my friend: EDWIN NAPITUPULU
not because he's that special
but just because there're so many things in life u can do
than just playing around

the story begin..
memorizing bali means memorizing dolie, the brother of my friend's boyfriend's friend *bener ga tuh?? hehehehe..*
he live in bandung w/ all his brothers and sisters
he's a bataknese w/ a rastafara style
i admit that he's so my type, but he'll never be my boyfriend cause he already have a girlfriend whose college in jakarta
he never touch his girfriend cause he want to feel the "thing" at marriage night
but he have so many girls to play with, sadly..included me
i said included cause i'm no longer his buddy!
i luv myself and my bofriend so much and i dont want to make myself that cheap
*this is call menyesal belakangan!!*
i just pity him for being so fuckin asshole
i dont know when, but i really hope that day come..
the day when he realize that all the things he did, hurting me and all his victim girls
the day when he can stick only w/ 1 girl
the day when he treat love as 1 of the holliest and the most eminent thing in life
i write this not because i still have feeling for him, but just because i care about him
and i want him to be a normal guy that someday i comfort to hang with without being afraid something will come between us..like *** for instance!
anyway, i thank him for teaching me how to deal and face a jerk..
plus the tricks as a bonus